Sophie Rosalind Mariel Mazurek

1987 - 2006
LocationSnead, Montgomery, Nearest Town Bishops Castle
Age19 years
Date of Birth7/1987
Date of Death12/2006
Visitors13,955 since 11/02/2007
Creator

Sophie died on December 21st age 19. She was studying hairdressing at college and working one day a week. Sophie lived at home with her Mum, step dad Lloyd, brother Jacob and sister Polly and had another sister Lauren who is married with two children. Sophie died of heart failure due to anorexia.
Sophie was my daughter, very much loved by everyone who knew her. Kind, thoughtful, beautiful and very special. I miss her very, very much and always will do.


'Undo it, take it back, make every day the previous one until I am returned to the day before the one that made you gone. Or set me on an airplane travelling west, crossing the date line again and again, losing this day, then that, until the day of loss still lies ahead, and you are here instead of sorrow'. (Nessa Rapoport).

Sleep away the years, sleep away the pain, wake tomorrow - a girl again.
(Hal Summers).

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its colour.
(WS Merwin)

The south-wind brings
Life, sunshine, and desire,
And on every mount and meadow
Breathes aromatic fire;
But over the dead he has no power,
The lost, the lost, he cannot restore;
And, looking over the hills, I mourn
The darling who shall not return.
(Ralph Waldo Emerson)

She took her light and went into a room you cannot find,
but you know that she was here because of the love she left behind.

Death ends a life, not a relationship.



Gifts

Tributes

It's Isabellas' 6th Birthday and missing u being here so much.
Time goes by but the heart still remembers,the pain gets deeper and won't go away.Missing you with all of my heart. L xxx

Lauren Musau (Sister)

March 24, 2009

I knew you a few years ago, back in the early 90's... they were " Good Time's ". I feel lucky to have briefly been part of your life. I'll always have fond memories of your boundless energy, those blue eye's and that cheeky smile. I'll never forget those good time's,

Chris x

Chris Horton

February 5, 2009

I heard this new song from leona lewis 'Run' and it reminded me of you

'light up,light up
as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
i'll be right beside you dear

you've been the only thing that's right
in all i've done.

louder,louder
we'll run for our lives,
I can hardly speak,
I understand why you can't raise your voice to say,
I'll be right beside you dear.'

Missing you always and so much today.Your big sis L xxxxxx

Lauren Musau (Sister)

December 31, 2008

the day before the day

speeches won't be made today, clocks will carry on
flowers won't be left in parks, work will still be done
people won't be dressed in black, babies will be born
no flags will fly, the sun will rise
but we will know that you are gone.

you who love to love and believed we can never give enough

it wakes me every single night, thinking through the day
did you stop at any time, have doubts at any stage
were you calm or were you numb, or happy just to get it done
I've lived my life without regret, until today

you who love to love and believed we can never give enough and you who hoped that underneath, we all felt the same, that was until the day before the day

I didn't get to say goodbye, the day before the day
and was trying to get to work on time, that's why I turned away
and missed the most important thing, you ever tried to say
I've lived my whole life without regret, until today

you who love to love and believed we can never give enough
and you who hoped that underneath, we all felt the same
that was until the day before the day.

(Dido)

Mummy x

Rosalind Ponomarenko-Jones (Mother)

November 29, 2008

Gomenasai - for everything XXX

Rosalind Ponomarenko-Jones (Mother)

November 29, 2008

*Sophie*

She's still with me,though i can't hear the laughter anymore,her bright blue eyes sparkling still in my mind forever. miss you so much sis,love always and forever just like you used to say! Lauren xxxxxx

Lauren Musau (Sister)

November 15, 2008

Missing you and loving you sweetheart. x

Rosalind Ponomarenko-Jones (Mother)

September 11, 2008

To Sophie

I witnessed your birth; I watched you grow
From a dear little baby to a sweet little girl,
From a bright, bubbly toddler to a giggly schoolgirl,
And I loved you with all my heart.

I loved you; with your blue sparkly eyes
And your rosy red cheeks
Your blond silky hair
And your pearly white teeth.
The warm, friendly sound
Of your voice when you spoke
And I miss you with all my heart.

I noticed you change, I saw your cheeks pale
Your eyes lose their sparkle
Your lovely smile fade
Then we lost you forever one cold winter's night
You are gone but live on in my heart.

From your Nanny with fondest love on the 21st anniversary of your birth.

Hazel Smith (Grandmother)

July 8, 2008

missing my little blue eyed angel

Happy 21st little sis. Isabella drew a picture of you in the sky with a smiling face.missing you more with everyday that passes,i find comfort in Skye's eyes she has blue eyes little darker than yours. love you forever.....xxxxxxxxxxxxx's

'There's a special kind of freedom sisters enjoy. Freedom to share innermost thoughts, to ask a favour, to show their true feelings. The freedom to simply be themselves.'

Lauren Musau (Sister)

July 7, 2008

Tomorrow would have been your 21st birthday, a very sad day for all of us missing you so much. I found a cd yesterday that had been compiled by you. I wonder if I was meant to find it to bring me some comfort. On it was a song that was so special to you and me 'sweet child of mine' by Guns n Roses. Sophie Sweet Child of Mine my love continues.

Rosalind Ponomarenko-Jones (Mother)

July 6, 2008
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